Why do I always let myself get hurt?
Why do I put up with this?
Why do I forgive so easily and never forget?
I've changed so much this semester. I've grown up really quickly. I've realized what I want to do with my life, and I don't want to waste any more time on reckless hobbies or laziness. I feel like there is one person who truly understands me. I don't know what to do now. I love so hard and give so much. Why can't I get that too? I think I deserve to...don't I? It's like the one thing I've been counting on for so long is right in front of me, struggling to stand up. I can't always be the strong one to pick it back up. I struggle too. What's going to happen? I have always been a planner, organizer, level headed thinker-aheader...I can't see the future.
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He shall direct your paths.” Proverbs 3:5
Trusting has been really difficult for me to do lately...
Please pray for me. I have to be able to trust.
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Not. Fair.
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