Love. Posted by Emily , Saturday, October 16, 2010 at 11:59 PM, in

I've been in a lovey state of mind lately. It most likely stems from the ever-growing love I have for my amazing boyfriend, who has really been so wonderful and supportive in the last couple weeks as I have stressed and complained about my dread and worry about the PCAT. Not only that, I feel like our relationship has taken a huge step forward, and I'm so happy with where we are right now. I wouldn't change a single thing..well besides the separate schools thing. I'm just so happy! and I love him so much :)

In addition to my wonderful relationship putting me into this state of mind, my beautiful best friend Jordan is now engaged! ENGAGED!! I am so happy for her. She deserves the best, and she has found it! I'm so excited!!

God has been speaking to me through several people, and when I take a second to pause my busy mind, I see right in front of me all of the blessings he has poured into my life. Yeah, I'm stressed out, but most of that is my own stupid fault. I've gotta learn to apply the gifts He has given me to my every day. For one I'd be less stressed out and worried about myself.. But also, I don't deserve any of those things I've been graciously given, and I have gotta learn to turn them around and give them back. It's so easy in a place as huge as U of A to blend into the crowd and block out the people around me and not pay attention. I wanna be different.

I've had a greeeat weekend home. These weekends are never long enough...Tomorrow is back to Fay, but hopefully I'll be taking a new attitude with me. The PCAT is done, and I have some room to relax :)

Have a rad week. Love someone.